Monday, July 29, 2013

Answer needed by a simple woman


What do I say? What do I write? I sound like a broken record harping over the same ol’ story again but maybe I offer a fresh insight. Please bear with me. In fact just a status giving kudos to the newest icon of woman/girl identity made me think via an inbox message where a lady questioned whether we truly have freedom? Why is abuse so rampant? I am not even going to beyond the borders of Punjab. Just, me and my state and the tri-city nexus.
Ok, the scenario is very rosy, we are a relatively well to do state (don’t distract with the drugs, dismal agriculture results and all); Punjabis by a distinct genetic code are a boisterous, happy go lucky, ambitious, hardworking tribe! Yes a tribe that is predisposed with an innate over the top fascination with boys. It is something about bearing boys, to pass on the seed, to leave one’s mark in the society, immortality, the naam ‘ that makes us also the largest killer of unborn of girls .The ones that are lucky and are spared grow up to be beautiful cherished, educated with a basic degree and then she enters the marriage mart.
Did I mention that Punjabi fathers have an internal clock ticking where they must marry their daughters before they hit 21 yrs.? A suitable match, a fat dowry, lavish wedding with no expense saved, she is the Princess on that day. Incidentally, Kaur/ Kumari means Princess.
However, what is happening is that these apples of the eyes, princesses suffer abuse. What is abuse? To use wrongly, for bad effect, to misuse a privilege and here one would think we would do this to inanimate objects; non –living things.
Well, you are in for a shocker. Women, married women on a daily basis are abused, shouted, scolded, physically beaten up, knocked about, verbally abused, sexually abused because she is married and the husband can do this.
Why?

There are no whys or whats or no’s. It happens. It exists. Women suffer all this as one of my friend points out, no financial independence, low self –esteem, lack of confidence, and the biggest culprit of all, they have been conditioned mentally to be submissive to not raise their voice, to listen to the crap, bear it for children, place in society, honor of parents, and because she has to.
Where was this written in the code? Why do intelligent, well-educated women bear all this? Concealers, blushers, foundations, artistic make up, all can hide the abuse, bruise, but what about the jagged marks on her soul? A woman bears all this because she worries about her children, their future, money and societal stigma. What will duniya say? A typical response is ‘ what will people say? They will talk. We go on bearing, bearing till one day her spirit lies broken.
Broken wings don’t fly. For us to soar high, we need a unified couple to give flight to the next generation. Parents who marry their daughters need to support them after marriage, and not wash off atypically after marrying them. What if she needs you after marriage? Don’t count her expense like a ledger, saying we did enough on your wedding. Do you count the pennies when your son marries or needs the brand new SUV? When did you gift one to your daughter?
I cry, I despair over the gross injustice, the beaten bones, the purple abuses, and more so over the broken spirits of empty women. She dare not raise her voice because she fears over burnt bodies, hanging ropes, nooses.
Why is honor hers alone? This rampant corruption  has weakened the structure of the society .
I have a lot of whys , a heavy heart and try to make sense of this behind the scene , not talked about epidemic.
Calling all intelligent men . As they say men have bigger brains , so how about stepping down from the pedestal and helping me , a simple woman to understand .

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