This goes out to all the people who I know and cannot
mention who in the last six months have overwhelmingly supported me in a dream
I have. It started with a dream and the best part is that it is blossoming into
a beautiful reality. One can never fathom how it starts and how the faith that
is reposed in me has helped me translate the dream into a fraction of the
reality that I envisage.
It is not about imparting knowledge, I don’t even know
how, or what or which way to teach a class that has spiraled to 77. It is not
about having a degree behind your name, which gives me a title of an educator.
I am just a beggar begging for help. In fact, they are the ones who teach me
with the love, the generosity, the trust they have. I actually get amazed that
when one contribution is going to finish, another one miraculously comes. It’s
a thank you to all those who do not want to be named, who want to be silent and
don’t want any mention. Thank you for teaching me humility, no job is too small
or big. It is a thank you, full of gratitude to all of you who have openly
supported me, my crazy direction to help kids, who all are fierce individuals
in their right.
Actually, it is another thank you to the big guy up
there who knows it all who has supported me, showed me the way and somehow
comes through for me always. Thank you babaji!
Do we take out time to be honest about how we really
feel? Never, we all have the onion layers of society, a shy attitude, a what
will people say attitude and the worst lack of confidence to spit it out. I
have held back many a times thinking and procrastinating and then putting my
emotion in a cubbyholes. Reminders to self, clear them away! I watched an
amazing movie last night and that also because of a series of coincidences.
When the Big Guy plans, then all falls in place. The movie timings weren’t right,
and then the particular Hindi potboiler was not showing at that time and then
the most acclaimed movie one day before the premiere, Life of Pi!
And, then it coincided all that we do has a predefined
purpose in this world. We work, eat play and sleep and do all our secretive,
non-secretive acts under his guidance! The movie shot beautifully, with vistas
from an untouched virgin Mother earth left me in awe and humble at the beauty
the ferocity of the creation, but what was real was the underlying message
where one succumbs to His will, surrenders and then conquers.
Isn’t that all what Sufism all about? A particular line in the movie where Irrfan
Khan is asked that how come he is a Hindu, a Christian and A Muslim all rolled
into one, so he replies tartly that he is A Jew too! So when asked that doesn’t
it cause confusion in the storeys of his mind, he says yes there is but the joy
is in surrender.
I wonder how many of us surrender?
Ravneet Sangha.
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